i'm not ordinary !

i don't want to be an ordinary girl.
i don't want to be unseen
i don't want to be a loser



i'll try to be a honorable woman
i'll try to be a winner
i'll try to be an extra-ordinary girl
and i'll never to be the forgettable

i always saying that thing since this morning. i'm consious that i'll be a loser if i always playing the whole time and the whole thing that really important.
i know, i know very well that i'm the one who hate "perfect"
but, i 'm the girl who invisible in everyone eyes if i'm not making  a move.
i'm not chasing a perfectionist, and i am not running to be a perfect girl. My word and my hopes it's all just for makes me to be seen, tobe meaning for everyone.
i always do the "clown" does. Making everyone laugh at me, and sometimes they forget about me.
i keep doing the thing that makes everyone hate me.
i always to be a grumpy girl with a fake smile.


i'm ugly and unlikeable
i'm a suck-grumpy girl who always angry in everyone.


but no one can't deny that i'm not ordinary, i am a leader of the class, i'm the one who doesn't like myself in a mirror(well, it's like a freaks). Confident and pride is number one in my dictionary...